$ell Out

LABEL:
1999 -Mayhem Records (North America) - Music For Nations (Europe)

Produced by Daniel Rey 
Engineered by Jon Marshall Smith

Recorded at Baby Monster Studios and Spa Recording , New York, NY, USA
Mastered by Roger Lian at Masterdisk, New York, NY, USA

TRACKS

Suddenly Sober
Rest
31 Degrees
When I Go
Low
Someone
C
Need To Know
New Car
Square
Waiting To Die

All songs written by Henry Font except "Rest" and "C" - Lyrics: Henry Font, Music: Henry Font / Burton Gans

 

Tracks

1. Suddenly Sober


mark my words and read my stone
i've never felt so alone
there was a time for a while
when the taste...the feel... the mood was right but.....

suddenly, i'm sober
sudeenly, i'm sober

one more night and one more goal
oh my heart wont let you go
you liked me for a while
then you lied. you stole
you robbed my car. then...

suddenly, i'm sober
suddenly, i'm sober

all my life is spent
thinking about how good you were
all my days are spent
chasing the feeling that i got
when i put myself to your throat

and i hate my life, i hate my soul
all this pain wont let me go.
you liked me for a while
then you came. you left.
don't ever go. cause

suddenly, i'm sober
one last goodbye.


2. Rest


I dont't understand me
i fill my world with mysterious feelings
i feel the loss of control
i think that nothing can stop
this delirious speeding
deal!!! don't look to unload
cause i know fortune's misleading

all of the rest that i get
im sleeping less and less
all of the time that i waste
im sleeping less and less

i feel like i taste
im opened up for my own demise so fear grips my lips
and i understand why you want to fly
but why!!!! must you open sores and steal a moment's true meaning


3. 31 Degrees


thirty one degrees of cold sleep
like always feel inside
open and controlled in time
then my nose grows

searched so long

i feel cold............
i feel cold............
when i try forget the reason why
i feel cold............

thirty one degress of pain inside
like a fallen tree, besides
cornerd and subdued inside
as my thaughts go

searched so long
i feel cold...........
i feel cold...........

what a lucky man he was to never find love............

when i lie i feel cold........


4. When I Go


forget the day you planned to kill me
unlock the change and open gently
forget the ugly photograph
i like the feel that's unreal

cause i show
and i know

when i go..... take me slow
when i go..... take me slow

forget the rope that hangs above my head
unlock the fear that overcomes me
forget the lonely border rat
i like the feel that's unreal

cause i show
and i know

when i go..... take me slow

what's the problem sunshine
just cause i hate you more than life
when i think to myself




5. Low


I am low.... lost control
let me go... so i can grow!!!!!!

i am so... so alone.....
the wasted time i spent with you

ice and snow... cloud my soul
let me go... you can't control!!!
open slow.....i feel the pull


6. Someone


dont wipe that smile off your face
dont change that look cause you'll pay
open heart open deep
i am the ine i am for keeps
just the way i am
the cold dark stare and the fault lines
just another way to prove to you
that i dont care..... i dont care.......

now that im someone
the world takes me under
i need more life so i take
now that im someone
alone and disgruntled
i need more life so i take

dont chnage your eyes or your hair....
dont dont hold me back you wont dare
open your mind open dreams
i am the cold i am unleashed
Just the way i am
the cold dark stare and the fault lines
just another way to prove to you that i dont care
i really dont care

now that im someone the world takes me under
i need more life so i take
now that im someone alone and disgrunted
i need more life so i take
i take..........................


7. C


im happy
im scared
So lonely. so glad
dont ask me to find a subject
i cant go back
dont ask me to tap my feelings
the pains to great

i want to see
take my arms
take my legs
let me see...

i want to cry
but these tears cant be seen through these eyes

unlucky who cares???
so angry
i stare
i open my arms to something thats not there
i close my eyes so i can taste air

i want to see.......
take my arms
take my legs
let me see...........

i want to cry.. but there tears cant be seen through these eyes.......

i hate the world i.....
i hate the world i.....
i hate the world i....................
i hate the world now!!!!!!
i hate the world now!!!!!!
i hate the world i cant see..............

So lonely
so sad
i hate me, i dont care
i need to close the door now so stand there
i feel a face beside me
you cant walk out

i want to see......
take my arms
take my legs
let me see..........

i want to cry....
but these tears cant be seen through these eyes


8. Need To Know


catch the day
see some stray
i'm looking at myself
open eyes no surprise
i'm only for myself

i need to know
won't you touch my face again
i need to know
won't you touch my face again

find a way
my only fray
i'm choking on myself
whisper winds
southern limbs
i'm open to myself

i need to know
won't you touch my face again
i need to know
won't you touch my face again

long live night seeing eyes
all is not so and the stronger i get
the stronger i long for
the open air i find beneath my face

feel my brain
touch my mind
i'm holding on myself




9. New Car


i stare at their new car
makes me crazy
what am i looking for?

let me drive myself home

i bare all their big talk
makes me angry
glad i bought this gun

let me drive myself home

i dreamt i fell slowly back
drive up on your filthy back
careful where you stand
careful where you drive
careful where you land
inside my car

"heaven knows i'm miserable now"



10. Square


running away from my
running away from myself
and i won't hide
checking the wind for my
checking the wind for some help
when worlds collide

you don't like my fucked up conversation
to hell with elation on this square i'll be
you don't like my fucked up reputation
it's consolation on this square i'll be

taking away from myself
i am loved yet i'm hated
as life goes by
loving myself like a fool
who is comfortably jaded
so why the smile

there's nothing wrong with me
i try and try.. nothing wrong with
i say to myself
there's something's wrong with me

you don't like my fucked up conversation
to hell with elation on this square i'll be
you don't like my fucked up reputation
it's consolation on this square i'll be



11. Waiting To Die


sometimes i think
that life isn't what it needs to be
And when i sleep
i feel nothing, so i never sleep

waiting to die waiting to die
i slip back

once i feel like i am worthless
there's nothing to heal
can't find my feet
can't look towards the east
there's more i believe

waiting to die waiting to die

waiting to die waiting to die

in my final feet of balance
you disapear
can't find my keep
can't look much to steep
there's more i believe